Grump Grump Grump

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I don’t know about anyone else, but lately I have have been feeling GRUMPY. Grumpy as all hell. I grump over here, grump over there, and grump grump grump. I go to bed grumpy….I wake up happy, but I go to bed grumpy. I feel good when I wake up…it’s the moment I leave my apartment and have to deal with people that grump starts to set in. Right now, for me, people are exhausting. Not everyone..there are a few exceptions, but overall I just do not want to play well with others. I think I need to be sent to the time-out corner for a while.

I asked The Faeries why I am so grumpy and they tell me it’s because I am not spending enough time in the day doing the things that I enjoy doing. I do things – like go to work and even go to the gym – out of a sense of obligation and not because I enjoy doing these things. I am finding it so very challenging to find a balance between all of these things. I go to work and start feeling grumpy and then I feel too tired when I come home to do the things that I enjoy, so I plunk myself down in front of the tv and zone out for a couple of hours. I just want to numb myself with tv and food. I wake up, go to the gym, putter around and sometimes do enjoyable things, but overall I am not making it happen.

What can I do to ungrump myself? The Faeries are saying that it’s quite alright to be grumpy sometimes and that I need to just be sure to have my alone time every day. Also, they are saying there is a cycle and rhythm to life and that it’s part of my cycle to be more hermit like right now – I’ve thought about it and this is true. Soon the weather will get warmer and the sun will be out more often and I will feel like being outside and socializing. It’s okay to take a social time out, but I should be more diligent about spending my off work time doing joy related things. Things that make me happy. I’m working on it.

So I am going to just ride this time out. I know it won’t last forever. Don’t worry, I am not likely to grump at you. It’s all kept on the down-low. I vent it out when I jog or go to the gym. Besides, you will probably feel a natural inclination to walk around me, haha. It’s good to be yourself, even if you are feeling grumpy. I don’t hide it, but I also don’t try to make other people grumpy too. I’m owning my grumpy-self. So don’t mind me while I grump away.

artwork by: Brian Froud

Faerie Card Reading for the Week of September 23rd – 30th

Faerie Card Reading for the Week of September 23rd – 30th

Card: Flower Power – from the Magical Messages from the Fairies Oracle Cards by Doreen Virtue.

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“This card signifies that you’ll benefit from the balancing and healing properties of flowers. Spend time in a garden or even a florist’s shop, and surround your home with fresh flowers.  As you breathe in the fragrances, feel their magical healing abilities bathing every cell of your body. The fairies also suggest that you buy a bottle or two of pure flower essences, which are available at most health-food stores. Use rose oil to open your heart to love, for instance, or sprinkle lavender oil on your pillows and sheets to calm your nerves.”

Message from Erin: Haha! The Faeries sure do have a sense of humour. When I was picking a card for today, I thought for sure we were going to get a card about the Fall and about change, instead we get a card about flowers, haha. Right now I notice that some people’s gardens still have flowers in them, but they are definitely the late bloomers. Most of the flowers are dying now. Lots of things are dying and going into sleep/hibernation mode.

While the Fall, for me, is quite a refreshing and invigorating time – I really love the Fall! – it can be quite a challenging time for other people. It’s a time where the days are getting shorter and skies are becoming more grey. For some of you, this can be a little bit depressing. Also, this is a time of great transformation and change, and this can be a little bit of a challenging and scary time for some of you.

The Faeries are reminding us to not get swept away by what some people would consider these “darker days”. Remember to keep surrounding yourself with beautiful things, especially flowers. Flowers not only look beautiful, but they also have these wonderful smells that have great health benefits. Aromas can really help our our body and our minds, and can help carry us through the day.

You don’t have to think of just buying yourself some flowers. There are wonderful soaps, candles, oils, incense, perfumes and even foods that have flowers in them. For example, there are desserts that have essence of orange blossoms, or rose water and even lavender in them. There are also teas that have flowers in them: chamomile is the perfect example.

The Faeries really would like us to explore the healing powers of flowers and how they can help us in our day to day life. Here is a video I found by Doreen Virtue and Robert Reeves that begins to explore these ideas. I know that they have also written a book and put out some oracle cards about the healing powers of flowers.

Many blessing to all of you!

Much love,

Erin (and The Faeries)

Faerie Card Reading for the Week of August 5th to 11th, 2013

Faerie Card Reading for the Week of August 5th to 11th, 2013

Card: Letting Go – from the Healing with the Fairies Oracle Cards by Doreen Virtue.

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“You aren’t receiving positive results because you’re struggling too much to solve the problem. By letting go, you’re opening yourself up to a miraculous resolution.

Problems are caused by human thinking and action. That’s why problems aren’t solved by additional human thinking and action. When we think hard or struggle to resolve a crisis, things can actually get worse!

By drawing this card you are being asked to stop the human struggle. Stop thinking about the problem, since a focus on negativity can manifest even more negativity. Say aloud or silently, ‘I am willing to surrender this situating to my Creator right now.’ By affirming this statement, heaven is able to intervene on your behalf. You will instantly feel relief, and will be gratified to see how easily and naturally the situation resolves itself.”

Message from Erin: Well I’ll be darned! Of course this card fell out of the deck this morning while I was shuffling for this weeks reading. I thought for sure it was just for me, but the Faeries insisted that it was for everyone. This card comes as a huge reaffirmation for me, as I was contemplating this very thing this morning!

Lately I am having a bit of difficulty with my manifestations, and I was searching for a message for myself this morning about how I can help myself in allowing my manifestations come to fruition. The thing I heard over and over again this morning was that I needed to practice non-attachment. The reason why I keep blocking myself is that I am too attached to outcomes. Because I am too attached to the outcomes – to the how things will unfold or manifest – I am not allowing the process to unfold naturally. I am being too controlling, manipulative and micro-managing everything. I need to Let Go!!!

How can I have all the things that I want to have if I am not trusting the process, not trusting in the Faeries, not trusting in myself, not trusting in the Universe and so on and so forth. Also, all my negative self-talk and inward chatter is also really blocking me too. I need to let go of that, big time! How can our prayers be answered if we aren’t able to open our hearts to the miracles that are trying to unfold right before our eyes?!

So that is my mission for this week: Let go! If you feel you need to let go as well, know that I fully support you and that you are in my prayers.

Much love to all of you,

Erin ❤

Message from the Faeries: If you are having difficulties letting go, we have a suggestion that we hope will help you. Write down all your fears and worries. Take a bowl and place the piece of paper with all your worries into it. This bowl is a magical faerie bowl. As soon as you place all of your fears and worries into it, we take all your fears and worries for you and take care of everything. Once all your worries are placed in to the bowl, you don’t have to think about them anymore. When the situation has resolved itself, take the piece(s) of paper and burn them.

We love you!

xo The Faeries.

A testimonial

Someone once told me that having a reading is like turning over the soil in your mind, enabling you to see what lies beneath and to provide room for new growth to occur. The general reading received from Erin was thought provoking and insightful. it was interesting how much of what she said aligned with thoughts and experiences that are unfolding in my life at this time. she provided a message that was both hopeful and reflective, and also gave practical suggestions toward making use of the messages being communicated in the reading. the underlying tone throughout was sincere and loving, creating a healing space to explore together. I am very excited that Erin has embarked on this path and feel that she is gifted at tilling “mind earth” – and this is coming from a nurse who is pretty heavily invested in the biomedical model of health and healing! Thanks dear Erin for the opportunity to share open minds and hearts through your reading.

-Joanne

Psychic and Healing Services

In the past few years, Erin has become more committed to her work with the faeries and to being a healer.  She has been enjoying her practice and developing her talents as both a healer and a psychic. As a healer, Erin has developed her own intuitive form of healing using crystals, the guidance of the angels and the faeries, and practices light-energy work. She has received her Level 2 in Reiki. For readings, Erin uses tarot, a pendulum and consults directly to her guides, angels and faeries.

Erin and the Faeries would love to work with you!

If you would like a Tarot Reading or a  Healing Session, please contact Erin at faeriemessenger@gmail.com to make arrangements.

Etheric Nanobots

I came up with the healing technique of using etheric nanobots with the faeries that I’m really excited to share with you. I came up with the idea of etheric nanobots after a long discussion I had with my friend Zoraah about etheric robots that she once encountered on a shamanic journey. After our conversation, it occurred to me I could use this “technology” in doing healing work on myself. I had a discussion with the faeries about my idea and they were very enthusiastic in me developing it and trying it on myself.

The purpose of etheric nanobots is to help us break down old patterns within ourselves that are no longer serving us. I think it’s safe to say that most have old patterns that we would like to break out of and change. One pattern that I really wanted to break out of and remove was my old habitual pattern of searching outward and looking to others for my sense of self-worth and happiness. I wanted to get rid of this pattern and replace with the new habit of looking inward to myself for my own self-worth.  Honestly, I have to say that I felt immediate results with this technique, and I feel my old habits have shifted quite dramatically.

Here is the technique:

  1. Decide which pattern you would like to have removed or changed.
  2. Close your eyes and meditate for a few minutes and clear your mind.
  3. Call upon the faeries to assist you in creating your etheric nanobot.
  4. Express to the faeries what pattern you would you like to be broken and ask them remove it for you using an etheric nanobot.  I prefer to express this in the form of a prayer, for example: “Divine Might I AM Presence, I request that faeries assist me in creating an etheric nanobot that will remove my old pattern of searching outwards to others for my sense of self-worth and happiness, and I request that they replace this pattern with a new sense of self-confidence and an increase in self-love. I request that this nanobot remove my old pattern swiftly, with ease and grace. Thank you it is done.” NOTE: It’s important to be specific and use clear language as to which pattern you would like removed.
  5. Visualize you and the faeries creating your etheric nanobot. Hold your hands out and imagine you and the faeries building this bot. It can be any shape, size, and colour you want it to be. I usually imagine it to be palm size, and then I shrink it down to the size of a pill. Once it is pill size, I then swallow the etheric nanobot.
  6. I express my gratitude to myself and to the faeries, I then visualize the etheric nanobot entering my body and I KNOW that it is doing its job right away.

The wonderful thing about this technique is that you can do it as many times as you want for any pattern you want to change. You can use it for anything you want to use it for. Explore and have fun with it!

The etheric nanobots can stay in your body for a long as you want and can be removed if and whenever you want them removed, all you have to do is ask and it will be gone. If it is no longer serving you, get rid of it!

I hope you find this helpful and of some benefit to you.

Much love,

Arryn

A Lesson in Manifesting

Two days ago I was deeply contemplating reality and manifesting. More specifically, I was wondering if it was going against other people’s free will to just manifest or create random crazing things. Is it a violation to create things out of thin air, which might cause other people to be uncomfortable or to freak out because it doesn’t fit in to their idea of what reality is? Is it really okay for me to just manifest whatever it is I want to manifest?

One of the things that I was thinking about was manifesting was rainbows. I was thinking about how amazing it would be to just make rainbows appear out of nowhere. I was even getting super creative about it and I was thinking about how awesome it would be to make a rainbow come out of my hand. I would then start to think about how this might freak other people out, and I got a little bit uncomfortable with this idea. It did occur to me at one point that maybe people who weren’t ready to see random rainbows just wouldn’t see them, and I thought that was a great potential, but it was still bothering me the possibility that it might upset people to see rainbows.

A few hours later, I was texting a friend of mine. I had been a bit upset with them for a few days and I finally opened up and I was sharing with them how I was feeling. I was feeling open and tender hearted, and I realized as I was texting them all these birds were flying up and landing on the trees and sitting on the branches as I walked by the trees. Each tree I walked by a couple of different species of birds would come and land on the branches and chirp chirp. I thought it was a little strange and I even mentioned it to my friend. I was thinking to myself: This is not normal bird behaviour. A few minutes later my friend texted me about how he just saw a rainbow outside and how there was no rain to be making a rainbow. A random rainbow! I then told him about my morning rainbow contemplations and asked him if he thought it was possible that  I had made that rainbow appear for him (he lives on the other side of the continent, in a different country even, haha), and  he entertained that I might have had something to do with it. My heart was racing a bit, and then the old ego-mind kicked in and said it was just a coincidence. Luckily I don’t actually believe in coincidences, so I was still open to the possibility that I might have had something to do with that rainbow appearing.

That night I had a fire at my house, and I was hanging out with two good friends of mine, and we were talking about manifesting the things we wanted in our lives. I told them about my random rainbows contemplation that day and about the rainbow appearing to my friend, and they both seemed to think it was possible that I had helped to manifest it. I started to feel more courage in my heart and open to the possibility that we all could really create and manifest whatever it was wanted to have in our lives. I started to imagine a world where we all had whatever it is we wanted in our lives and everyone was surrounded by abundance. I then started to imagine a world without limitations, a world where people were living in a paradise. My friend was talking about living in castles, so I started to imagine a world where everyone lived in castles and there were unicorns walking around and people could just manifest rainbows whenever they wanted, like some sort of parlour trick. It was fun to think about!

I came to the realization that while it might be too difficult for me to create such a magical world in one lifetime, it was still possible to create so much magic in this reality. That, if more and more people were creating random rainbows and other little “miracles” in their lives, it would open up other people to the possibilities of what they could create for themselves. I also thought about how it would be really interesting to get a group of people together and start co-creating.

The next morning I was on Facebook where I saw this amazing picture of a Buddhist monk sitting on the ground with all these deer surrounding him, lying on the grass all around him, with him petting them. If that wasn’t a miracle in itself, there was more. There was a rainbow in front of the monk! I couldn’t believe it! I started laughing so hard. I then texted my friend who saw the rainbow the day before, I sent him the picture of the monk and told him “Fuck it, I’m going to start making rainbows everywhere”!

It was a very rainy day here yesterday, which is very normal for this time of year, and I was having a peaceful day, cleaning the house, thinking about the things I wanted to create for myself (rainbows included). I was then having this intense moment where my heart began to feel super full, I went to the back of the house to do something and I noticed that the sky was all lit up and golden. I stepped back inside the house and my roommate came busting in through the front door: “Come look outside, there is a rainbow!”  I couldn’t believe it! It was a random rainbow! I felt so intense and I asked my roommate if she thought that I had something to do with that rainbow and she said she believed that I did have something to do with it. I was so excited about that I had something to do with that rainbow! I asked the faeries if I made the rainbow and they said “You didn’t have anything to do with actually making the rainbow, that’s our job, but you have everything to do with it being there. You manifested the rainbow.”

I would say that the most important part of the day yesterday, wasn’t even the rainbow, it was that for the first time I found myself becoming more confident. More confident in myself and my ability to create and manifest. That rainbow yesterday was the faeries showing me that I can create whatever it is I want in this world, and to not worry so much about other people. The only limitations there are, are the ones that I place on myself.

So, yeah…Expect rainbows!

Thank you!

Much love,

Erin

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My rainbow!

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This is you!

Dance!

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Today we have a very simple message for you: Dance!

Dancing is a great way to raise your energy, your chi, and it often brings joy to the heart. It’s also a really great way to connect with us! We love to dance and wherever there is dancing you can feel our presence more easily.

You don’t even have to get out of your chair to dance, you could even just close your eyes and imagine yourself dancing.

However you choose to dance, just take a moment and open your heart to us and we will fill you full of love and surround you in dancing light.

Go on then, shake that ass!

Many blessing to you,
Love, The Faeries